Hati ku meronta,
untuk memiliki mu,
hati ku berbicara,
untuk bahagiakan mu,
hati ku berkata,
aku cinta padamu,
hati ku berasa selesa,
kerna engkau sentiasa ada,
hati ku berasa senang,
kerana engkau gembira,
hati ku bertambah sayang,
kerana engkau seorang periang,
hatiku tidak curiga,
kerna percaya engkau setia,
hati ku tidak tergugat,
kerna engkau aku cinta,

kini,

hati ku meronta,
ditinggalkan mu,
hati ku berbicara,
tersiksa jiwa raga,
hati ku berkata,
derita ku sayu,
hati ku tidak selesa,
kerna sentiasa terkenangkan dirimu,
hati ku tidak berperasaan,
kerna engkau telah hilang,
hati ku curiga,
kerna hilang rasa percaya,
hati ku kini tergugat,
kerna cinta membawa derita.

writing by fairuji

it’s been a while i disappear,
it’s been a while i forget my past,
it such a pain what i been through before,
and i realize something,that i can’t make everyone satisfied,
but i never forget myself.
i felt suck for everthing,
always making a such trouble,
and put lot of burden to everyone,
so i’ve been thinking,
that i should leave …
so i can avoid from making trouble again,
and not put a burden to anyone again…
i want to be alone for a while,
and i want say sorry for what i’ve done before,
sorry cause some trouble,
sorry for the burden that i put on everyone,
sorry that i can’t satisfied everyone…
so i’ve decide it to leave,
to find my own life,
to find my own self…
i promise to myself…
i promise to myself…
that why im leave…that why

writing by fairuji